There's one of those days when you wake up and you realize you've gone too far down the rabbit hole to come back up. You look around and your band's gone, your best friend's dead, your girlfriend hates your guts and you're never gonna hold another job again because if someone googles your name that's the end. You spiraled down a staircase of ego and self-loathing and liquor and dubstep and isolated your friends and family so you could jump up and...